Well, I certainly can't think of anything clever at the moment, but I'm sure it'll come to me... eventually. Sometimes I need to write down my thoughts to get a clearer grasp on things. Life has been moving at such a fast pace lately; it has been a bit difficult to keep up.
First off, I started a new job! I'm working as a TCV for KCI/Acelity in the LA County and South Bay Area. I'm still training, but I love my job. I finally feel as if my hard work is appreciated. I'm currently still at Disney, but have only worked one shift since starting this new job. It was kind of torturous, to be honest. I was stuck in the corner of NOS by myself for 7 hours. Nothing crazy happened. I didn't get screamed, spit, or cussed at. It just didn't feel like I belonged there. I'm not sure if I completely belong at my new job, but at least everyone is welcoming and is happy to have me. I don't remember the last time that I ever felt appreciated or wanted at a job. The more you talk to people, the more you realize how many people actually hate their jobs. It's quite sad actually. I don't want to be that person anymore. I never want to hate going to work every day. So far, I don't. So that's good.
I moved rooms. I got a new car. I've been visiting home quite a bit in the last few months. I've reconnected with old friends. I've lost touch with other friends. I'm working on becoming a better "me". I'm doing what makes me happy. I'm voicing my opinion, frustrations, and ideas. I'm becoming more social. I'm trying to cope with my anxiety and constant pain. I don't remember a day when my neck/shoulders/head didn't hurt. I'm trying new things to help ease the pain and anxiety. It helps a little, but I'm just worried it'll never actually go away completely.
I'm almost done with school! I'm over half way through my second to last class! FINALLY. I am done officially on September 4th, and I graduate on October 14th. Dustin was so adamant that I graduate on stage, so I guess I'm going. I feel like graduating on stage is a waste of time, money, and energy, but I'd do anything to make him happy. Off to Phoenix we go, haha!
I know that there is so much more that has changed, but I can't even begin to think of the rest. I don't remember the last time I didn't feel tired. Juggling multiple jobs and school and family and friends and a boyfriend is haaaaard, but I'm managing. I've never been happier.
Yep, nothing clever came to mind... oh well, I'm done.
